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Reminiscing memories 19950226 about @10:20 p.m. @ Harapan Bunda Hospital, Jakarta
You’re born
I saw from baby ward room that you’re the most calm among babies there while others keep on crying
Congratz you’re healthy as we saw, you’re officially the 4th boys
I suggested Bryan as his 1st name to my parents according to feBruaRY and middle name Joseph was given by my father

From day to day, you’re always charming
While my other brows & me always keep on fighting each other
You made difference, the reason that make us more peaceful & closer to God

From time to time after about 2 years later,
we expected that we could share something to you through communication
but we find hard to understand your wants & needs
We’re just realized that you’re different to others
So the doctor said that
he has Pb (atomic #82) inside his body
that’s all about AUTISM

We’re very upset, especially my parents were always crying
My parents always remind us to include him in every prayer

Many times I hurt him
Many times I avoided him
Many times I ignored him
Many times I did’t take care of him
Many times I was selfish & greedy
Many times I didn’t thank God
Just a few times I thought of him

He could’t enjoy all our food, very selective
He couldn’t enjoy all children snacks, very selective
He’s getting far from society
but he always show us his happy face
even he feels all pains everytime
He’s crying because he couldn’t resist his pain

But we see the light
He’s very impressive
His brain is absolutely genius
He has long term memory, easy to memorize, overall he’s talent-gifted

Rightnow he’s @6th grade elementary. May God will always guide him in his lessons & exams
he loves to sing gospel songs and he can play piano too
I was so amazed and inspired while he’s playing piano a song “Jingle Bells”

Reminiscing when I was still in college
In a moment just some minutes before I went back to Philippines

He wanted me to lift him up to my shoulder for short minutes
He’s very delighted
I came into a car, yawned and waved bye²
just after that, I couldn’t resist my tears
I couldn’t stop crying
What a wonderful brother he is
I’m very proud of him

Thank you so much, Lord
for giving us as family the greatest gift, greatest blessing, which unites us as follows:

• Date: 26 = my 2nd younger brother’s
• Month: February = mine
• Year: 1995 = my 1st younger brother’s & my someone’s
• Zodiac: Pisces = my father’s
• Shio: Pig = my mother’s

Thank you so much, Lord
for taking care of him

Thank you so much to my family, my aunt, housemaids, piano teacher, teachers, friends, and others

Thank you so much, Lord
for giving me my forever beloved brother,
my everything,
AMEN.

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Kemarin sore Rabu 27 Desember 2006 kira-kira pukul 18:00 WIB dimana langit belum gelap, ban mobil sebelah kiri belakang gwa tiba-tiba gembos menjelang lampu merah dekat Universitas Gunadarma di Jalan Akses UI, Kelapa Dua … Lantas gwa sama bokap gwa pinggirin mobil dan segera mengganti ban serep … Tampaknya sih ada yg pura-pura membantu, lelaki pendek agak gelap itu memberikan advice seperti “Dongkraknya kurang ke dalam tuh posisinya” sehingga kami terkonsentrasi ke ban tanpa curiga tidak mengunci pintu mobil selama kami mengganti ban … Banyak pula orang-orang yg sekedar menonton kami dan lalu lalang, sehingga ketika tiba di rumah, gwa menyadari bahwa laptop gwa HILANG !!!

Duh, sedihnya, padahal laptop gwa (Toshiba Satellite) itu berisikan data-data penting, dan juga ditambah harddisk laptop external boss yg kubawa pulang untuk rencananya nge-scan virus, plus juga kaos merah Quiksilver ukuran S dengan gambar naga di belakangnya all in one di dalam tas laptop … Kami terpaksa balik ke kantor gwa, pertama ke rumah kos-kosan teman gwa untuk meminjam kunci kantor, siapa tau gwa ada ketinggalan laptop di kantor … Ternyata hasilnya nihil, dan gwa malam-malam menelepon boss gwa ternyata nggak tersambung …

Keesokan harinya, gwa pagi-pagi pergi ke kantor bareng bokap, biar gwa nggak terlalu dimarahi … Seperti yg sudah gwa duga, boss gwa sangat sedih dan kecewa, gak tau mau ngapain … Masalahnya barang bisa diganti, tetapi isi dokumen boss gwa semuanya di harddisk yg raib itu … Setelah itu gwa izin absen, bersama bokap, gwa segera mengurusi kasus ini ke Polres Depok … Setelah itu kami ke bengkel dan mencabut barang yg menyebabkan kempesnya ban kami kemarin, setelah diangkat, ternyata penyebabnya adalah besi baja yg tumpul … Kalau paku kena ke mobil, ban nggak langsung kempes karena kepalanya otomatis masih turut menambal ban tersebut … Nah, ini besi emang didisain untuk menusuk ban dan tidak turut menambalnya sehingga pada saat itu juga ban langsung kempes … Dari sinilah keyakinan kami juga makin kuat kalau kami kecurian ketika kami sedang mengganti ban … Padahal rasa curiga kami terhadap orang-orang sekitar ada, cuman kami terus terkonsentrasi pada ban … Dan kata satpam di kantor gwa, modus kejahatan seperti ini sudah sangat sering di perempatan Jalan Akses UI, Kelapa Dua dekat Universitas Gunadarma … Selagi bokap gwa nunggu mobil selesai di bengkel, gwa ke Polres Depok lagi untuk menyerahkan barang bukti ke inspektur / penyidik …

Semoga usaha gwa ini bisa membuahkan hasil walaupun kemungkinan berhasil sangat kecil dan sungguh membutuhkan keajaiban … Semoga boss gwa ngerti atas musibah yg menimpa gwa, dan semoga seandainya barang hilang itu tidak ditemukan lagi, pencurinya bisa belajar ilmu-ilmu yg gwa tuangkan di situ biar dia berhasil dan bisa cari uang dengan cara yg halal, kalo bisa sih semoga pencurinya mau mengembalikan barang itu, sekalipun hanya data-data pentingnya saja yg mau gwa ambil, gwa relain deh laptop gwa itu …