Reminiscing memories 19950226 about @10:20 p.m. @ Harapan Bunda Hospital, Jakarta
You’re born
I saw from baby ward room that you’re the most calm among babies there while others keep on crying
Congratz you’re healthy as we saw, you’re officially the 4th boys
I suggested Bryan as his 1st name to my parents according to feBruaRY and middle name Joseph was given by my father
From day to day, you’re always charming
While my other brows & me always keep on fighting each other
You made difference, the reason that make us more peaceful & closer to God
From time to time after about 2 years later,
we expected that we could share something to you through communication
but we find hard to understand your wants & needs
We’re just realized that you’re different to others
So the doctor said that
he has Pb (atomic #82) inside his body
that’s all about AUTISM
We’re very upset, especially my parents were always crying
My parents always remind us to include him in every prayer
Many times I hurt him
Many times I avoided him
Many times I ignored him
Many times I did’t take care of him
Many times I was selfish & greedy
Many times I didn’t thank God
Just a few times I thought of him
He could’t enjoy all our food, very selective
He couldn’t enjoy all children snacks, very selective
He’s getting far from society
but he always show us his happy face
even he feels all pains everytime
He’s crying because he couldn’t resist his pain
But we see the light
He’s very impressive
His brain is absolutely genius
He has long term memory, easy to memorize, overall he’s talent-gifted
Rightnow he’s @6th grade elementary. May God will always guide him in his lessons & exams
he loves to sing gospel songs and he can play piano too
I was so amazed and inspired while he’s playing piano a song “Jingle Bells”
Reminiscing when I was still in college
In a moment just some minutes before I went back to Philippines
He wanted me to lift him up to my shoulder for short minutes
He’s very delighted
I came into a car, yawned and waved bye²
just after that, I couldn’t resist my tears
I couldn’t stop crying
What a wonderful brother he is
I’m very proud of him
Thank you so much, Lord
for giving us as family the greatest gift, greatest blessing, which unites us as follows:
- Date: 26 = my 2nd younger brother’s
- Month: February = mine
- Year: 1995 = my 1st younger brother’s & my someone’s
- Zodiac: Pisces = my father’s
- Shio: Pig = my mother’s
Thank you so much, Lord
for taking care of him
Thank you so much to my family, my aunt, housemaids, piano teacher, teachers, friends, and others
Thank you so much, Lord
for giving me my forever beloved brother,
my everything,
AMEN.
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